I'm Home

After we lost her, home was the last place I wanted to be the pain was too great. I just wanted wanted to run from it all so I didn't have to feel. Yet after moving far from home and things fell apart home is where I landed. My place of saftey and comfort. It doesn't matter how far I travel the roots reach far enough to grab me. I know the feeling of home when it comes to mamma's cooking, my little sister's hugs, the overwhelming sadness of my sister's loss, the lack of jobs and the enormous amounts of love. The small town feel where everyone knows everybody and family is always there for you.

Home may not be where I intended to land but right now it is where I need to be. I am starting over and figuring out where to go and how to be the best mom possible. One day I will get where I am going but you have to start somewhere.